marko....

God,

Where are you these days? I can't seem to find You. Sometimes I look hard, sometimes I expect You to just show up. Either way, I feel like I haven't seen You in a while. My head says that it's your fault; my heart knows that it's mine... my agenda seems to have taken over lately, and squeezed out all the room I was saving for You. I sometimes don't even recognize myself, and when I take a step back, I feel like perhaps I am spinning a bit too fast, and I'm just about to loose my balance and fall over. Then I realize the question is not where are You, but where am I? Who is this girl, this 28 year old woman that has taken over my life? Where did I go? I know me- the one you made, the one that loves you and worships you and holds you as my Light- I know that me is here somewhere. Can you please help me find her? I would really like to start the New Year off with her. And You. Us, together. A relationship refresher, if you will. Thanks.

love,
kaci